Figure 1 : picture of me and my mom~
Figure 2 : Picture of me and my bro Actually i wanted to post many picture before butim in bz mode...i guess... now , i get the chance becuz there is no new picture recently...so im now posting old picture , then...same things , no new and special events happening....though 'elaun' is out....i want to organise a class activities , but i have no idea how to organise and the class isn;t cooperate at all , and no one is going to support me , even the class representative also like lazy de....and the activities that our tutorial group go to have fun together is a total failure....and another things , weird , how come now everyone want to borrow camera from me , to tell the truth.....am i too selfish or what? maybe....but , i think i can only borrow to someone that very close to me , and .....every time , lent them , i feel like not...very willing to lent it to them , as usual , thats me....and ....something happen laz week also , that...maybe my mood isn't that good...actually i kind a feel a bit angry to my friend now.....and sikit lagi..im going to scold her....but looking at her expression , is like im the bad gurl here....actually...looking at her , feel like the old me....and i very not like that type of me....i mean , i kinda straight forward if u were my buddy...then , i always feel like there something not natural bout her......i don know....like...she always hiding something from the back...and to tell the truth...i don like friend who always wish to get anything good from me.....and...sorry...she make me feel that way , when i 1st meet her...and im trying to avoid it owez....now i think that im a bad gurl now....owez...how come , why every time , i say i want to do it with this ways. but no one show their comment ??and im really unhappy with her now...cuz , i bring my laptop no for entertainment tool for you....i have no one to complain this...is like trap in my mind , owez....laz week..she told me that she want to play my com for 3 to 4 hrs on every sun , actually thats making me very mad!!!URGH!!!!!and everytime , for her birthday , she expecting me to buy something nice for her....when we give someone for present , we give it with our heart , there no values in it , i prefer not giving me present.....and now....then , at that day...i was mad at this ,and when i say this and that , she like "fine , if you don want give me play" whats with that emotion , is over sis....and u were crossing the line now....is our friendship juz becuz of i don giv u my com to play? , i wont mind if pp using my com for doing project but...for game , im really mad!!!!!and now ,...i really don feel like.....talking with her for a while...yet , i have to keep my promise that giv her to play my com every sun at time 12 to 3 , like wat ? im a cyber net for u and help u keep ur stress away? , it shouldn't be like that...u can owez keep ur stress away with other method as well if u want to...so....last word...please think for the others as well.....u want it , but how bout other people feelings....i don like it ...hopefully...she realize this..*angry*
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